Fantasies of the Mind

Never Thought
By: Raven Shepardson
February 5, 2022

I never thought anything would stir in me again
Being emotionally shutdown is hard
But seeing you
Set my world on fire
Then I broke knowing you were taking
Unfortunately for me
What I felt was never going to be any more than that
The emotions stirred got put out
But talking to you and seeing you again
Just keeps them moving
So much so that one kiss would set off a huge emotional snowball
Being so much older and having such a wild side
That only wants to be touched and felt
I want to feel more
I need to feel more
Hopefully one day I can find someone that can stir this in me again
For now I need to calm these emotions
And enjoy my friendship